You have to wonder if this entire exploration is the result of absolute and sheer loneliness.
I’ve gotten to the point where I feel that my self-image has deteriorated so much that I have to pay for any sort of company at all. It hurts when you walk past a person and make the briefest of eye contact and realized by how quickly the contact is broken off that you have basically been relegated to that of a person that is shunned from society. Like the untouchable caste in India?
Actually?
Worse…
You become invisible when people see what they themselves dont ever want to be- that’s the first protective mechanism.
It sucks to be honest.
Our Secret Highway 
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