Motto from BUDS Training. If You Can't Be One.. Then Maybe Think Like One for the Next Battle You Face...
The only Easy Day- was YESTERDAY…
The Venue: Skip The Games
Skip The Games (STG), happened because of some significant legal battles that preceded it's entrance into the game of Intimate Adult Social Dynamics (IASD).
The Good, The Bad, The Kinda Crazy…
Things to notice here that stand out to me are the vocabulary and writing style that don’t seem quite like English is the primary language of the person contacting you. What’s so funny about this is the assumption that calling a potential client daddy will somehow appeal to some sort of daddy daughter issues.
Protected: Provider Review: Amanda / Saginaw / Michigan / STG
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Protected: Then Comes… December
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Imagine…
These are videos of 1st Time Listeners and their Immediate first impressions and Gut Reactions. Reinforcing the Fact that Music Truly is "The Universal Language" ...
The Examiners Tale…
Unfortunately I think I forgot the part where some of these intrepid souls find themselves looking from inside out at the not so innocent Natives watching their cooking pot starting to boil…
“Keep Your Eyes Focused & Your Life Unharnessed”
Give a,person an ounce of power that hasn't earned it by either academic, achievement or hard work? It may come back to bite you... These are probably not the cream at the top, but they're bottom dwellers that just haven't actually found their way into a jail yet.
Methadone: The Miracle Recovery that Isn’t…
The methadone recovery package is a handy tool that is really just a joy-ride to hell. It's Just not an Opiod based delivery system but still manages to get you to the same place. Your basic pesticide for things that annoy society.
Britt: Really…. I’m Free? FR?
Kindness most often lends itself randomly and unexpectedly. But the impression it leaves is unforgettable. That is the strength of it’s bond. That is it’s super power.
JailTalk- H I M
Kindness reshapes two of the most significant 4-letter words in our Urban Dictionary. It untwists Hate to unfurl Hope...
Britt: I was the One with the Bag…
"They were all basically doing the same shit as me and TDog were doing, The only thing different was I was the one with THE BAG...
The Thousand Yard Stare
You can actually see it in the face of an animal that’s being eaten alive by a predator. The animal is alive and the eyes are open, but it’s eyes are blank and lifeless.
E Tu Brute?
After the damage, reuniting with the reflection you see in the mirror, is the first footprint you need to make for today.
Britt: “You are NOT- a Prince… “
In this post, Britt's Journey continues… And she calls it like she see's it. Taking on all the risk- while getting nickel and dimed by wanna be hero's- who drop the word "LOVE" like its the winner on their BINGO card…
Scribbles, Nibbles & Quotes… [1]
"So my take on Sally is that Heroin is destroying her. That sucks cuz we have really good chemistry. But I can’t compete with it and if I try to compete with it by financial help all I’m doing is feeding that very hungry fire…"
Who is the 3rd FootPrint?
And how odd is such a morning-after imprint when recognizing the fact that it was just you and your friend that were physically there, yet there remain three or more sets of footprints?
The Garden of the One Eyed Man:
Then along came cheating and in tandem with the fickle nature of that pissed off provider that you just had sex with- you find yourself extorted, morally extinct, and the trap was sprung, and unfortunately there is no way that you can gnaw your paw out of that trap fast enough...
Britt: I was the One with the Bag…
"They were all basically doing the same shit as me and TDog were doing, The only thing different was I was the one with THE BAG...
Angelina
Upscale Provider for Upscale Clientele' Detroit Lansing Flint Romulus
Britt: JailTALK_Her
Part 1: I admire Courage. I'm sharing Britt's Courage- Not Mine. Pretty sure we could all use an ounce of what she is sharing here. What you are witnessing here is her intrepid belief that indeed I would come through for her even after 2 months of no contact. She never wavered.
Word Salads
For some reason these players think that if it's an uneven or unusual dollar amount- that it becomes more believable
Britt: Dreamz in Solitude …
I think in anyone’s life, when they see their life as hopeless – the smallest sparkle of a chance, that once-in-a-lifetime glimmer of hope, that if it is offered? It is like a breath of redemption for a drowning soul.
Britt: It Beginz… Part 1
We are also naturally drawn to wanting to be forgiven. Redemption is the act of working towards someone's forgiveness and when both forgiveness and redemption are working to heal the relationship, our journey to being able to accept someone's wrongdoing is greatly supported.
Britt: It Beginz… Part 2
Britt's Journey continues...
“Why Can’t They Write???”
So many promises made when High- so much lost when Not-High... There is no "straight" or "normal" to return to. That bridge is burned and gone up in smoke.
I’m a fuckin drug addicted delivery driver!!! On full blown lay off….
I work. Pay bills. Socialize with " normal people ". Have very good friends that aren't users. That know that I am. That don't treat me like an untrustworthy criminal. That trust me to care for their kids, grandkids, pets, home etc.
The Good, The Bad, The CRAZEE
Things to notice here that stand out to me are the vocabulary and writing style that don’t seem quite like English is the primary language of the person contacting you. What’s so funny about this is the assumption that calling a potential client daddy will somehow appeal to some sort of daddy daughter issues.
Hamsters & Wheelz
That initial rush promises a lot of shit that never goes down the way you thought it might. For one brief second - you get treated to a view of your best life.
Ripples in Time …
It seems that the users‘ perception of Time slows down exceedingly during a smoke down party session. I’m noticing this as I write during this phase of returning to my own world again.
Hello Darkness My Old Friend…
You have to wonder if this entire exploration is the result of absolute and sheer loneliness.
MethLife
It’s as if the diagram for whatever plan you had for the day- is cut up into a jigsaw puzzle and all of a sudden is thrown up into the air for the partygoers to reassemble at whatever pace their medication level allows.
” U Know what I’m Sayin’ ”
"YOU WHAT IM SAYING” is a phrase I have heard throughout the meth world that has become a marker for me.
You can SprayPaint Over That…
‘If the rule you followed brought you to this, of what use was the rule?’
False Advertising: Villains & Heros
Alot of stereotypes being tossed around and being used negatively used accross the board. We have somehow managed to turn the most natural instinct in the world, into some sort of life or death culture in terms of labeling one another. IT NEEDS TO STOP!
The Interview: Really Stupid Questions…
Are You a Cop or affiliated with any agency of the Law? That has to be the stupidest line of questioning on earth. For Real? Yeah. FR FR... !
Letters from the INside…
I met Jon online almost two years ago when I was somewhere south of the Ohio River and North of the Savannah. Simple text and phone call- 4th of July, middle of the night. The "real" fireworks were just beginning... I was checking out some ads on a hookup site called Secret Benefits, and he... Continue Reading →
The Interview: A Diagram of an Online Hookup…
There are several distinct phases when trying to meet someone online that are pretty consistent overall. An omission or failure to address any of these could end up with potentially disastrous outcomes for one or both parties involved. Always remember.. Safety first! For BOTH parties.
Basic Definitions When Reading a Review
Here are some basic concepts to think about anytime you go online to either hookup, find a provider, or whatever it is that you are doing on whatever site you are on. There is obviously a purpose to you being there- so define it and own it, or it will end up defining you.
Our Secret Highway 